Sunday, 7 April 2013
Housekeeping!
Dear readers (if I still have any hehehehe),
It has been long since I neglected this blog... my last entry is when I got to know my posting back in 2011... wowwwww! More than two years I have abandoned this dusty and cobweb infested blog... Sorry blog.. being posted in that rural area where internet connection is rather slow would dampened one's interest in blogging...
But hey! I am now in a place where the internet connection is stable.. now I can come up with my blog again insyaAllah... :) ok just a starter after 2 years ++ hiatus
Just wait for my next entry :D
p/s: been feeling that I need a place to pour out my feeling lately... hence the post hahahha
Wednesday, 15 September 2010
Tuesday, 31 August 2010
Malaysia 53rd Independence Day

Sunday, 20 June 2010
:: Selamat Hari Bapa ::
Assalamualikum warrahmatullahi wabarakatuh,
Kehadapan ayahanda tercinta... Allahyarham Abdul Wahid Bin Tarkin... Terima kasih kerana membesarkan kami anak-anak ayah sehingga menjadi apa yang kami kecapi hingga kini...
Emi rasa amat-amat rindu pada ayah... Nak kena marah... Nak kena tegur... Nak ajar macam mana bawak motor... Nak ajar macam mana masak Mee Hoon Sup power ayah tu...
Sebenarnya banyak sangat benda yang Emi rasa Emi dan adik-beradik lain terlepas bila ayah dah pergi... Ayah tak pernah dapat tengok anak-anak ayah berjaya mendapat segulung ijazah... Tengok Along dan Ayie kahwin... Paling terkilan Emi tak dapat nak bahagiakan ayah... Bagi ayah rasa duit gaji pertama Emi... Ayah dulu sanggup bersusah payah kerja untuk kami..tapi kami tak sempat nak membalasnya...
Ketika orang lain menyambut Hari Bapa disamping bapa-bapa mereka... dengan hadiah... kek.. . makan-makan... berjalan-jalan.. apa yang Emi mampu hanyalah menziarahi pusara ayah dan mendoakan kesejahteraan Ayah sahaja...
Walaupun kita dah tak lagi bersama... tapi dalam hati dan memori Emi sentiasa ada ayah...
Al-Fathihah untuk arwah ayah yang tercinta~~~
Daripada anak Ayah yang sentiasa khilaf...
EMI
p/s: Selamat Hari Bapa kepada bapa-bapa di seluruh Malaysia..
Sunday, 9 May 2010
Wednesday, 5 May 2010
Don't Call Me During The Holiday~~

For me the two exam papers were really though to handle~~ Of course lahhh I'm a person who can't really do well in exam~~ although all the preparation needed are already been done ... Very early mind you about that~~ huhuh Oklah~~ what I hope is that all will be okay and no one will be calling me during my holiday for referral~~ huhu AMIIIINNNN~~
p/s: BTW this doesn't mean that I am done for the year.. still have practical in June till October~~
Wednesday, 28 April 2010
Kerana Tugasan Terakhir dan Peperiksaan
Ini untuk degree @ Ijazah pertama aku lah... Herm.. semalam aku sudah hantar tugasan terakhir aku - "ES421 Linking Theory and Practice in the Language Classroom"... Belajar cara-cara nak mengajar dalam kelas Bahasa Inggeris...subjek yang menarik tapi tugasan-tugasan dia hiskkk penat lah nak siapkan.... Bila aku dah satukan semua bahan-bahan seperti refleksi aku... lampiran.. dan contoh-contoh bahan mengajar.. Aku tenung tugasan aku tu kat atas lantai... aku rasa sedih pula...
Yelah kan dah siap dah tugasan terakhir.. mesti rasa macam pelik.. Lepas ini tak tahu lah bila lagi dapat melalui proses meminjam dan berebut buku-buku di perpustakaan, baca buku yang bertimbun, buat draft (heheh nia paling jarang aku buat), tanya-tanya kawan macam mana nak menjawab, bersengkang mata manyiapkan tugas sampai lewat malam... hahahahaha Cara hidup seorang pelajar di institusi pengajian tinggi.. :D Kalau sambung belajar untuk Ijazah kedua @ master pun rasanya dah tak macam ini lagi dah.. semua buat sendiri-sendiri lepas nie.. mesti rasa sedih semacam...
Tapi, dalam tenung-tenung aku punya tugasan itu aku rasa puas... Tugasan terakhir ini aku buat yang terbaik (bagi aku lah) aku baca banyak kali aku edit.. aku tambah itu..tolak ini hahaha Harap-harap markah yang aku dapat nanti ok lah... Tak mengharap sangat pun sebab aku bukan pelajar cemerlang sangat pun.. biasa-biasa sahaja~~
Lepas ini hanya tinggal peperiksaan sahaja.. dua subjek... tapi dua-dua subjek yang membunuh dan aku tak tahu macam mana nak jawab sebenarnya... entah laaaaaaaaaahhhh ahai... Doakan aku dapat jawab dengan baik ye... dan lulus dengan markah yang agak okay.. takut sangat sebenarnya.. sebab aku tengah baca-baca untuk peperiksaan tue.. tapi aku kurang paham apa yang aku baca.. tua lah masa kuliah aku tak ambil pusing sangat apa yang pensyarah cakap!!! huhuhu salah sendiri lah ni... Ya Allah semoga aku dapat kepintaran seperti para nabi dan rasul.. permudahkan urusan aku ya Allah~~
Ya Allah, permudahkanlah dan janganlah Engkau menyukarkan,
wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Mulia..
p/s: Mungkin aku sedih sebab lepas ini dah tak bersama rakan-rakan karib agaknya... Nanti aku busy dengan praktikum... Diaorang busy dengan belajar dan kelas semua... On top of that, aku rasa macam nak duduk luar lah sem... entah lah.. aku malas duduk dalam IPBA ni~~
Sunday, 25 April 2010
Bila Perbuatan Maksiat Dibangga-Banggakan
Mendengar kata-kata bangga seseorang yang berjaya melakukan maksiat..
Umpama Allah tidak melihat...
Umpama sudah tiada rasa segan...
Aku yang mendengarnya amat malu sekali...
Kerana aku melihat mereka itu adalah insan-insan yang rapat...
Kalau ditegur.... Apa kata mereka?
Engkau siapa mahu menegur aku?
Kadang kala disambut pula dengan jawapan-jawapan jenaka...
Yang bagiku mempersendakan hak Illahi...
Aku sendiri amatlah tidak sempurna...
Kerana aku seperti kamu juga...
Khilaf sekali sekala...
Tapi bagiku...
Untuk jauh menghanyutkan diri dari batasan syariat...
Aku sendiri tidak mampu...
Apakan lagi kalau mahu berbangga-bangga tentangnya....
Ya Allah...
Apa yang aku mampu pohon adalah keberkatan dan kekuatan...
Untuk diri ini tetap menegakkan yang ma'ruf...
Menangkis yang mungkar...
(Hadits riwayat Imam Muslim).
Thursday, 22 April 2010
KAWAN lwn KEKASIH
Quoting from someone: "Kawan baik mane boleh jadi boyfriend bai... tak best!!! Kawan baik kena kawan baik sampaiii bile2..."
Wednesday, 21 April 2010
:: Team TERBAEK FC ::
UHHHH what ever it is guys.. all the best eh.. for all the matches...
p/s: Aku dr dulu amat jeles dgn mereka yang boleh bersukan dengan baik.. huhu aku dr kecik sukan mmg tak hebat.. just main lari2 n tampar2 jek.. sebab tue kalo tampar orang..sakit kot org tue huhuh tapi sekarang nak lari2 wa dah tak bley dah.. dah sedikit debab.. kalo main lari2 wa perlukan tenaga yg banyak... Sbb tue lah bila dah tak bley bersukan I focused myself on activity pengucapan awam n yg perlukn kita guna otak.. kuiz hafal fakta semua.. hahah so jd bdk skem ckit le masa kat school dulu huhuhuh
Tp btoi lah.. rasa mcm left-out btoi2 sbb I can't really join them.. nk wat mcm ne kan they need only the best... watching them win or lose does give me an impact huuuuuuuu
Tuesday, 20 April 2010
Pumpkin I'm Sorry

p/s: Money..money..money..terbang lg... haihhhhh~~
Wednesday, 17 March 2010
Budak-budak 80an dah tak budak dah~~~
Tapi rasanya sejak 2-3 tahun lepas pun dah kena sesi suai kenal dengan alam pekerjaan ni... walau pun hanya kerja sebagai tukang cuci jamban mat salleh kat hospital, kerja susun surat-surat yang macam Gunung Everest masa krismas dan duduk-duduk sahaja (baca: sambil melayari internet maha laju) ketika menjaga pusat komputer kolej.. tapi bagi aku pengenalan kepada alam pekerjaan yang teramat-amatlah berharga.... barulah kenal penat lelahnya nak mencari duit tu... dan barulah aku hargai semua sen-sen yang aku ada.. Seriously, I think through working for my own "moolah" have taught me a lot of lessons...on how to save and plan my own expenses. Mak mintak maaf lah banyak-banyak sebab selama ini asyik perabih duit mak jek huhuhuh
Next, lately... lots of my friends got married (Baca: Alhamdulillah). Rasa macam seronok sahaja dengar mereka dah kahwin... ahahhaha jeles kah? Adalah sikit-sikit..tapi aku sentiasa fikir sasaran aku dalam hidup ini.. aku dah plan semua benda dan kahwin tue bukanlan benda yang aku amat utamakan dalam masa terdekat ini. Banyak lagi benda aku nak capai dalam hidup ini sebelum aku berkeluarga... huh Dulu adalah aku bercinta (baca: Jangan terkejut!! Aku pon manusia.. perlu kasih-sayang wakakaka) tapi tak lama sebab aku rasa serabut and being in a relationship just make me feel that I'm straying away from my goals...
Apa-apa pun proses membesar ni takkan terlepas dari sesiapa pun.. semua orang akan mengalaminya... Hidup kita bukan macam dalam cerita "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button".. itu semua fiksyen berlaka (baca: atau propaganda yahudi? wakakakak)... Apa yang penting dalam melalui proses membesar ini aku pasti setiap tahap yang kita lalui perlu ada proses refleksi kendiri.. melakukan penambah baikan...baru lah bermakna hidup betul tak? ahahah ok lah aku merepek sahaja dalam entri kali ini... LOL
p/s: Entri ini aku tulis lepas majlis perkahwinan akak sulung aku.. tengok adik-beradik.. gosip-gosip dengan kawan sekolah yang aku jumpe masa majlis akak.. hisk itu yang buat aku terpikir pasal benda ini heheheh
Thursday, 25 February 2010
:: Maulidur Rasul 12 Rabiulawal 1431H ::
(Al Ahzab: 21)
Tuesday, 21 April 2009
:: New Term New Experience ::
After two weeks of Easter Holidays... We Marjonian Cohort 4 are now busy with classes. Now, this term we kick-start with a full class. Although currently we have only two subjects, life is a little bit busy due to School Experience placement. For 5 weeks we will be having two days a week school experience. I bet this time it also going to be great just like last year. Last time, for the school placement I was grouped with Nabilah, KB and Mira and I was paired with Mira in one classroom. This year I was paired with Zati only. I like going to England primary schools and have a look on the school and the education system over here. But I still think Malaysian schools are not that far from schools over here. Reasons? This entry is not about that. Maybe another time.
I'm looking forwards to Steve's class. Learning about challenging circumstances in teaching English. Herm... Hope that through this subject I can be prepared for my future teaching profession. Furthermore, Steve himself is a great lecturer. He has a knack in making a lesson interesting and fun. Micheal Hall's subject Comparative Education is rather technical for me. It is hard for me to understand it and I myself have to understand not only Malaysian education but also England and a few other countries education system. The assignment itself is a little bit difficult I think. But hey learning about other countries education system will be fun (I hope!).
Ok that's all for now about my current life. Bye..bye...
p/s: Esok g sekolah!!! yeah!!!
Thursday, 19 March 2009
After SPM: Make It OR Break It.
Back to the topic. For those who got flying colours result for their SPM, applying to further their education in the courses that they really want seems like a breeze...or not? Each year the number of those who get straight As or GOOD result for SPM increase. This means that the competition for them to get their most sought after courses (like medicine, biology etc..etc....) is harder. For those who obtained ordinary result they have to think harder in order to apply. My sister is also part this people right now. She just got her result a few weeks before. She didn't get a straight As result but overall she did well.... Alhamdulillah.. I called home a few days back and ask her what she want to apply to further her study. She really didn't know what to apply but she does have a few courses in mind. So as someone who been in her shoes before I gave her a few word of advice that I myself use before. These are few advices that I gave to her.
- Follow your dream - Life is about fulfilling your dream. I told her not to blindly select a course base on what people tell you to do. You are the one who should make your own life. I just hope that she will choose a course that she will not regret at the end and enjoy learning. Hey..education and learning is all about things that you enjoy right?
- Be realistic - Yes we can dream as much as we want but we must be realistic. The real world is cruel and YES we can't be everything that we want. I told her that she must be realistic with what courses that she want to apply. Look back at her SPM result and choose courses that in-line with her SPM result.
- Ask Mum's opinion - I know that my mum is someone who believes in the choice made by her children but asking the opinion from a mother will not hurt you. Although she might not know much of the current education situation but she is the one who have all the experiences. Furthermore, it is kind like "mengambil restu dan berkat".
- Think about the future - I told her that nowadays to find a job is not easy and lots of graduated students still looking for job. I ask her try to look for a course where it have a demand for workforce. So that in the future it will be easy for her to find a job... InsyaAllah.
Wednesday, 4 March 2009
~ Of Thai Food and Slumdog Millionare...
:: Again after the food have arrived we still taking pictures ahahah :D ::

:: Thai Omelette (orang Melayu panggil telur bungkus) and Mixed Fried Vegetables ~ we just ordered seafood and veges only ::

:: Then we gear-up our sweet tooth for these trail of ice-creams!!! ::

:: Mine was this mango delight with strawberry sauce ::

:: Playing charades nearly for 2 hours ~ it is very hard for us to guess what is the words ::

:: Taking more pictures ::

:: After buying more FOOD we find our seats ::
Friday, 20 February 2009
Before and After.
Where to start? Ok let me tell you what happened yesterday. Yesterday evening, we received a visit from two senior officers from Ministry of Education and Teacher Education Division, Malaysia and one from Malaysian Student Department, London. They came late honestly and we spend much of our time waiting *Dah lah I hate waiting for people...haih*. They were here to sign-up an MOU with Marjon regarding the new cycle of B.Ed TESL groups that will be coming over here this year. We were told that for the next cycle only two cohort will be learning overseas and the rest will continue their degree program in local universities. That is what the cabinet had decided. But I'm sure when the economic downturn end the government will continue this program with the next cycle. They also took some of their time to visit Marjon and have a talk with us Cohort 4 and 5.
Back to real story. During the talk, one of the officers looked at some of the boys (including me) and particularly interested with our long hair. So she start to talk about us not portraying the look of what a teacher should look like. I was dumbfounded when she talked about us having long hair and look not as "smart" as the newcomers. Yes I have realised it that my "shabbiness "are not suitable for the profession that I'll be persuing in the next few years (Just want to ask, do I look shabby?). But it doesn't mean that I will stay looking like this until the day I'm back in Malaysia.
To tell the truth I just want to have a long hair. I know in Malaysia even if you not a teacher , having a long hair for a Malay guy is kind a out of the norm and people will look at you negatively. But the situation is different over here, I'm in UK and I just want to have a long hair, furthermore cutting hair over here is expensive. You have to pay £10.00 for just cutting your hair and that is worth of two meals. Yes I know the way that I try to justify myself seems a little bit childish. I know she is afraid that when I start my profession I will give a bad influence to the students. But afraid not Ma'am, I still remeber the ethic of being a teacher and it is my dream job, to touch the mind of our young generation so that they will be come someone useful in the future. Just for once, let me be someone that I want to be for a while over here. When I'm back in Malaysia, I promise that I will portray the "CITRA KEGURUAN" that the Ministry of Education sought after from their teachers...and that is a PROMISE.
p/s: Hey what am I doing right now? Blogging? I should start writting my assignment right now!!! ahhahaha :D
Wednesday, 11 February 2009
.: WELCOME :.
Saturday, 7 February 2009
Currently Listening To...
1) Heaven by Brian Adams.
This original version by Bryan Adams is sooooo great... He is a Canadian rock singer-writer. Most of the songs he sing written by himself...and most of them are great..but I personally love this one.
2) Heaven by DJ Sammy and Yanou.
And this one is a cover version made by UK DJ Sammy and Yanou. There is a techno version of the song.. but I think the classical and slow music of this version is much better.
3) Shout by Lulu.
Another cover song sing by Lulu another Britain singer. This song is made popular by her in 1965.
4) Top of the World by The Carpenters.
I don't know why..just that I soooo in Love with this song~~
5) Halo by Beyonce.
I'm not really into Beyonce's songs but this one is just marvelous.
6) My Boy Lollipop by Millie Small.
I just love to hear the voice of Millie.. her voice is just unique to the ears...and the way people back then dance..is just funny to see :)
p/s: I know all the songs are kind of old . But it is still feel fres for me. I admit it that I'm not a person who keep track on what is the 'IN' thing all the time. Moreover, I just listen to songs that I like regardless which era it from.
TSLD06 DONE!!!

erm but they are still in London... a proper welcome can only be made this Sunday.. hhuhu ok then I have to wait for them... till then Ja~Naa..
p/s: lots of things I want to write.. but I think later..