Letting It Out

Assalamualaikum and dear blog...

I have come to my third year of teaching English.. and what I can conclude is that TEACHING ENGLISH to youngsters is HARD... that's all.. :(

Ya Allah I have tried all the things that I know to try to push the kids harder.. it just they seems reluctant to be mold...(guys this is not only me having such problem..all the teachers are at their ends in trying to solve the kids' laziness and how they are reluctant to learn.. and only a few parents are really working together with the school to help us help their kids.. Ya Allah help me to help the kids..

I am currently hitting rock bottom... every time I come back home, my mind can't stop thinking of the kids and how to overcome my current predicament... Well I have to say that this is the HARDEST group of children that I was given the opportunity to work with..mind you I have been given kids in the last classes before but they turn up well.. they try to do my work..they try to please me in the class by doing the work properly... current one? not close to the previous kids and I am still in search of the cure...

p/s: Sometimes I wish that the administration will give me lower primary classes to teach... because teaching exam classes do drain my brain out... with the smaller kids... it always fun..fun and fun.. I know lah people I had a fair share in teaching the smaller kids.. and I do find that I find satisfaction in teaching them the most compare to my current situation...haisk.. please lah don't say just because I am a guy I can't teacher the smaller kids...

p.s.s: sorry if you think that my rambling is just ungrateful ke ape.. I LOVE TEACHING but I am just having some difficulties, need to channel it out  and trying to calm myself.. sorry..sorry sorry..