Sorry..

Sorry guys.. Been too long since I updated any entry.. Jadi cikgu sibuk ok.. But I'm trying to blog when I have the time! 

By the way here is my latest picture.. Taken after teaching arts with the year 2 kids (8 years old)! See you around!

Post-Teacher's Day Celebration: The Perks of Being a Teacher...

Assalamualaikum and dear blog,

Last Thursday (16th May 2013) was Teacher's Day in Malaysia...the whole nation celebrate us teacher... the same as my school.. alhamdulillah we managed to organise a humble celebration.. started at 8.15 with the usual things.. Perutusan KPM, Perutusan Pengarah Pelajaran Negeri...ucapan guru besar..nyanyian lagu Guru Malaysia yada..yada..yada... I think most of you know how things rolls during the Teacher's Day celebration at school. Then we have the performances by students and teachers....basically it is the same every year.

But what I want to share with you is the calls and SMSes that I received from former students of mine back in Kelantan.. Alhamdulillah they still remember me.. One of them called me from the public phone at her hostel (she managed to get a place in a good secondary school in Kuala Lipis)... she thanks me for everything and told that because of me she managed to score A in English and loving the subject even more... Alhamdulillah I have touched a soul during my short two years in Gua Musang, Kelantan.

Another one give an SMS stating that I am still her favourite teacher hehehhe "kembang hidung" a bit lah.. But what ever it is these calls and SMSes reconcile my faith and interest in this teaching profession.. as I have stated in the previous post.. I am facing (and still) problems with the current students... I will work my ass out for them for sure...being a garang teacher or what it is for their own good..(it seems that being goody-goody teacher is not working and I have to be stern with them.. I am sorry kids..)

What ever it is I will work hard.. thanks Allah.. thanks everyone..

p/s: My status as  the least favourite teacher is confirmed with only 2 teacher's day present received from the kids.. hahahah It hurts a bit inside meh.. :(

Letting It Out

Assalamualaikum and dear blog...

I have come to my third year of teaching English.. and what I can conclude is that TEACHING ENGLISH to youngsters is HARD... that's all.. :(

Ya Allah I have tried all the things that I know to try to push the kids harder.. it just they seems reluctant to be mold...(guys this is not only me having such problem..all the teachers are at their ends in trying to solve the kids' laziness and how they are reluctant to learn.. and only a few parents are really working together with the school to help us help their kids.. Ya Allah help me to help the kids..

I am currently hitting rock bottom... every time I come back home, my mind can't stop thinking of the kids and how to overcome my current predicament... Well I have to say that this is the HARDEST group of children that I was given the opportunity to work with..mind you I have been given kids in the last classes before but they turn up well.. they try to do my work..they try to please me in the class by doing the work properly... current one? not close to the previous kids and I am still in search of the cure...

p/s: Sometimes I wish that the administration will give me lower primary classes to teach... because teaching exam classes do drain my brain out... with the smaller kids... it always fun..fun and fun.. I know lah people I had a fair share in teaching the smaller kids.. and I do find that I find satisfaction in teaching them the most compare to my current situation...haisk.. please lah don't say just because I am a guy I can't teacher the smaller kids...

p.s.s: sorry if you think that my rambling is just ungrateful ke ape.. I LOVE TEACHING but I am just having some difficulties, need to channel it out  and trying to calm myself.. sorry..sorry sorry..

Housekeeping!

Assalamualaikum,

Dear readers (if I still have any hehehehe),

It has been long since I neglected this blog... my last entry is when I got to know my posting back in 2011... wowwwww! More than two years I have abandoned this dusty and cobweb infested blog... Sorry blog.. being posted in  that rural area where internet connection is rather slow would dampened one's interest in blogging...

But hey! I am now in a place where the internet connection is stable.. now I can come up with my blog again insyaAllah... :) ok just a starter after 2 years ++ hiatus

Just wait for my next entry :D

p/s: been feeling that I need a place to pour out my feeling lately... hence the post hahahha

TAHNIAH KE SANGAT?

People been congratulating me....

Thanks but that is not really what I want....

You just don't know how it feel right now....

Happy Malaysia Day

:: Picture taken here ::

Wishing all Malaysians Happy MALAYSIA DAY :)

Eid Mubarak

Assalamualaikum,

Just wanna wish all my muslim brothers and sisters out there...

.::. Happy Eidul Fitri 1430 H/2010 .::.

:: Picture taken from here ::

May we celebrate this Syawal with utmost grateful to Allah the all mighty who blessed and bestowed us this auspicious month after we have enrolled ourself into Madrasah Ramadhan~~

And may all of our prayer and deeds in Ramadhan will be accepted by Allah~~ I personally want to seek forgiveness for all of my wrong doings since we meet and know each others~~ again may we celebrate this Syawal with joy and barakah InsyaAllah~

Enjoy raya gila-gila OK.. Kawan-kawan semua maaf banyak ok.. Kosong-kosong~~

Menanam Tebu Di Bibir

Dan janganlah kamu menghampiri harta anak yatim melainkan dengan cara yang baik (untuk mengawal dan mengembangkannya), sehingga ia baligh (dewasa, serta layak mengurus hartanya dengan sendiri); dan sempurnakanlah perjanjian (dengan Allah dan dengan manusia), sesungguhnya perjanjian itu akan ditanya.


Surah al-Isra', Ayat 34.

p/s: Bila nak berjanji fikir dua tiga kali... Kalau boleh buat... metrai lah janji itu.. tapi kalau tak boleh janganlah nak ngada-ngada pula... Hisk aku memang benci orang yang tak tunaikan janji dia.. sebab aku nie jenis yang suka mengingati apa yang orang cakap kat aku.. Aku dah lah cepat moody and baran.... kalau benda tak jadi seperti apa yang aku nak... kau orang pula buat bodoh jek.. ambil sambil lewa memanjang aku shoooooot kepala ko karang!!!!!!!! huhuh ok zippppp offf I'm hating this.... nak baca lagi pasal janji dalam Islam baca ni CLICK HERE

Ya Allah~~~ Jadikan aku orang-orang yang sentiasa berusaha menepati janji-janji ku~~

Kerana Tugasan Terakhir dan Peperiksaan

:: Me Last Assignment for My Degree ::

My academic spectrum is nearing to its END!!!!!

Ini untuk degree @ Ijazah pertama aku lah... Herm.. semalam aku sudah hantar tugasan terakhir aku - "ES421 Linking Theory and Practice in the Language Classroom"... Belajar cara-cara nak mengajar dalam kelas Bahasa Inggeris...subjek yang menarik tapi tugasan-tugasan dia hiskkk penat lah nak siapkan.... Bila aku dah satukan semua bahan-bahan seperti refleksi aku... lampiran.. dan contoh-contoh bahan mengajar.. Aku tenung tugasan aku tu kat atas lantai... aku rasa sedih pula...

Yelah kan dah siap dah tugasan terakhir.. mesti rasa macam pelik.. Lepas ini tak tahu lah bila lagi dapat melalui proses meminjam dan berebut buku-buku di perpustakaan, baca buku yang bertimbun, buat draft (heheh nia paling jarang aku buat), tanya-tanya kawan macam mana nak menjawab, bersengkang mata manyiapkan tugas sampai lewat malam... hahahahaha Cara hidup seorang pelajar di institusi pengajian tinggi.. :D Kalau sambung belajar untuk Ijazah kedua @ master pun rasanya dah tak macam ini lagi dah.. semua buat sendiri-sendiri lepas nie.. mesti rasa sedih semacam...

Tapi, dalam tenung-tenung aku punya tugasan itu aku rasa puas... Tugasan terakhir ini aku buat yang terbaik (bagi aku lah) aku baca banyak kali aku edit.. aku tambah itu..tolak ini hahaha Harap-harap markah yang aku dapat nanti ok lah... Tak mengharap sangat pun sebab aku bukan pelajar cemerlang sangat pun.. biasa-biasa sahaja~~

Lepas ini hanya tinggal peperiksaan sahaja.. dua subjek... tapi dua-dua subjek yang membunuh dan aku tak tahu macam mana nak jawab sebenarnya... entah laaaaaaaaaahhhh ahai... Doakan aku dapat jawab dengan baik ye... dan lulus dengan markah yang agak okay.. takut sangat sebenarnya.. sebab aku tengah baca-baca untuk peperiksaan tue.. tapi aku kurang paham apa yang aku baca.. tua lah masa kuliah aku tak ambil pusing sangat apa yang pensyarah cakap!!! huhuhu salah sendiri lah ni... Ya Allah semoga aku dapat kepintaran seperti para nabi dan rasul.. permudahkan urusan aku ya Allah~~

Ok lah kepada kawan-kawan Cohort 4, B.Ed TESL IPG KBA... Buat yang terbaik utuk peperiksaan nanti dan kepada kawan-kawan yang membaca entri kali ini (ada orang ke yang follow aku punya blog? heheh).. Doakan lah saya dapat menjawab peperiksaan dengan baik... takut..takut..takut...

Allahumma Yassir Wa La Tu’Assir Ya Kareem..
Ya Allah, permudahkanlah dan janganlah Engkau menyukarkan,
wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Mulia..

p/s: Sambung study!! Yeahhhhaaaa (-_-)V
p/s: Mungkin aku sedih sebab lepas ini dah tak bersama rakan-rakan karib agaknya... Nanti aku busy dengan praktikum... Diaorang busy dengan belajar dan kelas semua... On top of that, aku rasa macam nak duduk luar lah sem... entah lah.. aku malas duduk dalam IPBA ni~~

Bila Perbuatan Maksiat Dibangga-Banggakan

Hati ini pilu..sedih..pedih..
Mendengar kata-kata bangga seseorang yang berjaya melakukan maksiat..
Umpama Allah tidak melihat...
Umpama sudah tiada rasa segan...


Aku yang mendengarnya amat malu sekali...
Kerana aku melihat mereka itu adalah insan-insan yang rapat...
Kalau ditegur.... Apa kata mereka?
Engkau siapa mahu menegur aku?
Kadang kala disambut pula dengan jawapan-jawapan jenaka...
Yang bagiku mempersendakan hak Illahi...


Aku sendiri amatlah tidak sempurna...
Kerana aku seperti kamu juga...
Khilaf sekali sekala...
Tapi bagiku...
Untuk jauh menghanyutkan diri dari batasan syariat...
Aku sendiri tidak mampu...
Apakan lagi kalau mahu berbangga-bangga tentangnya....


Ya Allah...
Apa yang aku mampu pohon adalah keberkatan dan kekuatan...
Untuk diri ini tetap menegakkan yang ma'ruf...
Menangkis yang mungkar...

Barangsiapa di antara kamu melihat kemungkaran, maka hendaklah ia mengubahnya dengan tangannya, jika ia tidak mampu cegahlah dengan lisannya, dan apabila tidak mampu maka dengan hatinya. Yang demikian itu adalah selemah-lemah iman.
(Hadits riwayat Imam Muslim).

p/s: Aku tidak mahu selama-lamanya memiliki iman yang lemah... Ya Allah~~

KAWAN lwn KEKASIH

Picture taken from here.

Quoting from someone: "Kawan baik mane boleh jadi boyfriend bai... tak best!!! Kawan baik kena kawan baik sampaiii bile2..."

p/s: Ni aku pon tahu... :) tapi agak best lah kalo aku Chandler M. Bing dpt jumpe Monica E. Geller aku sndiri... hahah mimpi2

:: Team TERBAEK FC ::

TEAM TERBAEK

This is my Team (so called my lah kan)... Just a few of my bestiest and homies... All of them are very eager and putting 110% of their effort in the league. They even spent a few nights searching for jerseys in down-town areas around KL... Find sponsors to be printed on the shirt... Even one of my friend sponsored the team.. Huhuhh on some degree I am impressed with their determination to participate in the IPBA Futsal League.... But it is kinda disheartening that I just can be the spectators and watch at the side... LOL

UHHHH what ever it is guys.. all the best eh.. for all the matches...



p/s: Aku dr dulu amat jeles dgn mereka yang boleh bersukan dengan baik.. huhu aku dr kecik sukan mmg tak hebat.. just main lari2 n tampar2 jek.. sebab tue kalo tampar orang..sakit kot org tue huhuh tapi sekarang nak lari2 wa dah tak bley dah.. dah sedikit debab.. kalo main lari2 wa perlukan tenaga yg banyak... Sbb tue lah bila dah tak bley bersukan I focused myself on activity pengucapan awam n yg perlukn kita guna otak.. kuiz hafal fakta semua.. hahah so jd bdk skem ckit le masa kat school dulu huhuhuh

Tp btoi lah.. rasa mcm left-out btoi2 sbb I can't really join them.. nk wat mcm ne kan they need only the best... watching them win or lose does give me an impact huuuuuuuu

Pumpkin I'm Sorry

Yesterday I have done damage to my Pumpkin.... Just sent her to her spa.. and then I put her in misery... Owh Pumpkin I'm really sorry.. as I'm still trying to know how to handle you better.. next time I'll be more careful for both of our sake... :( and to the owner of the black car you selfishness has put me in such situation.. arghhhhh!!! On some level I blame you for your idiocy... >:(

p/s: Money..money..money..terbang lg... haihhhhh~~

Close To You - Carpenters

Been listening to this song for the past few weeks... Anyone wanna buy me a set of Carpenters song CD for ma birthday present :) Plezzzzzz :D

Budak-budak 80an dah tak budak dah~~~

Picture taken from here

Hisk when I think about it lah kan kita semua (baca: budak-budak yangg lahir dalam era tahun 80an) semua dah besar panjang dah .. bagi orang-orang yang seangkatan dengan aku ramai dah yang kerja, kahwin dan beranak pinak.(baca: lepak-lepak dengan Iqbal, Pa'an, Syak dan Noridah baru lah aku tahu kawan-kawan sekolah mana dah kahwin ada anak dan yang kahwin dengan Mat Salleh sekarang duduk kat Liverpool UK yooo!!) ... huuhu Kadang-kadang terasa amat janggal dan pelik.. yelah selama ni asyik berperangai macam kanak-kanak sahaja.. tahun depan dah masuk "manhood" sikit kot.. sebabnya dah masuk dalam alam pekerjaan... waaaaa... That is THE MOST scariest part in one's life I think (read: ok this sentence is grammatically wrong do not use superlative with MOST ok murid-murid)...

Tapi rasanya sejak 2-3 tahun lepas pun dah kena sesi suai kenal dengan alam pekerjaan ni... walau pun hanya kerja sebagai tukang cuci jamban mat salleh kat hospital, kerja susun surat-surat yang macam Gunung Everest masa krismas dan duduk-duduk sahaja (baca: sambil melayari internet maha laju) ketika menjaga pusat komputer kolej.. tapi bagi aku pengenalan kepada alam pekerjaan yang teramat-amatlah berharga.... barulah kenal penat lelahnya nak mencari duit tu... dan barulah aku hargai semua sen-sen yang aku ada.. Seriously, I think through working for my own "moolah" have taught me a lot of lessons...on how to save and plan my own expenses. Mak mintak maaf lah banyak-banyak sebab selama ini asyik perabih duit mak jek huhuhuh

Next, lately... lots of my friends got married (Baca: Alhamdulillah). Rasa macam seronok sahaja dengar mereka dah kahwin... ahahhaha jeles kah? Adalah sikit-sikit..tapi aku sentiasa fikir sasaran aku dalam hidup ini.. aku dah plan semua benda dan kahwin tue bukanlan benda yang aku amat utamakan dalam masa terdekat ini. Banyak lagi benda aku nak capai dalam hidup ini sebelum aku berkeluarga... huh Dulu adalah aku bercinta (baca: Jangan terkejut!! Aku pon manusia.. perlu kasih-sayang wakakaka) tapi tak lama sebab aku rasa serabut and being in a relationship just make me feel that I'm straying away from my goals...

Lastly, when I look at my older siblings who were born in the 80s, I see all of them have already grown up (Read: I am the last 80s child in the family)....Dah dua orang kahwin.. seorang dah ada anak.. dan semua dah kerja.. Bila raya pun susah sekarang nak berkumpul semua macam dulu.. Yelah akak-akak yang dah kahwin ada suami dan keluarga sendiri yang perlu diutamakan. Kadang-kadang rasa sedih pun ada jugalah sebab kami adik-beradik dah susah nak berjumpa macam dulu.... Sekarang kena main telefon-telefonlah bertanya khabar. Tapi bila dapat berkumpul sama-sama manis dia rasa lain.. kalau dulu asyik nak bertekak..bercakar.. tapi kalo dapat je kumpul rasa sayang yang teramat-amat sangat... setiap saat bersama sangat-sangat dihargai.. Mula lah berbual-bual tanya khabar bertukar cerita.. paling "best" kalau diaorang cerita pasal rumah tangga dan laki diaorang.. kelakar pun ada juga...

Apa-apa pun proses membesar ni takkan terlepas dari sesiapa pun.. semua orang akan mengalaminya... Hidup kita bukan macam dalam cerita "The Curious Case of Benjamin Button".. itu semua fiksyen berlaka (baca: atau propaganda yahudi? wakakakak)... Apa yang penting dalam melalui proses membesar ini aku pasti setiap tahap yang kita lalui perlu ada proses refleksi kendiri.. melakukan penambah baikan...baru lah bermakna hidup betul tak? ahahah ok lah aku merepek sahaja dalam entri kali ini... LOL

p/s: Entri ini aku tulis lepas majlis perkahwinan akak sulung aku.. tengok adik-beradik.. gosip-gosip dengan kawan sekolah yang aku jumpe masa majlis akak.. hisk itu yang buat aku terpikir pasal benda ini heheheh

:: I'm Back ::

Assalamualaikum and hi to all,

Hey I'm back hehe currently in IPBA heheh or now known as IPG KBA huh long name... Btw it is nearly 1 month (20 days to be exact) since I came back from UK. There is only one word to describe it..... AWESOME!!!! ahhahah Yes it has been 20 days full of awesomeness minus the first 4 days because I have a fever huhuhuh~~ Meeting old friends.. catching up with each others.. see how my environments changed in two years (there are lots of changes man... I just need to keep up with every things)...

However, many unwanted things also happened and I just hope that it will subdue and things can be back to normal. Herm.. I think i don't want to ramble a lot of stuff in here.. just want to make a start for this year hehhe ok readers till we meet another time (hopefully it going to be soon) Ja~~ Naaa :D

:: HOI! ::

Hoi ko nyer assigment dah siap belom? Ada plak g update dan tukar2 blog nyer template? hisk dah2 g wat assignment tue!!!!

Kasih Ayah Membawa Bahagia, Kasih Ibu Membawa ke BANG BANG BOOM....

Okay before I start with anything... why don't you have a look at this video first

Ain't it funny???? NO it is not..well I am surprised that they are willing to do such prank and I am little bit surprised that there is actually a mother (lebih-lebih lagi seorang ibu Melayu) who is willing to do those kind of things to her children... and the father also conspired along ..isk..isk.. but one thing for sure.... it make me remember all the wrong doings that I have done to my mum.

Well being the only son in the family... I was a little bit naughty I think... but because my late father was a very strict person huhuh my naughtiness is under control... I still remember that he is the person who is very cool but when he gets angry with us (I mean Me and my siblings) there are lots of punishments that he have in mind. Kena ikat kat pokok kelapa (my sister kena), kena tambat macam kambing di pondok bas (again my sister), kena sebat dengan rotan, tali pinggang, etc..etc..etc.. (this most of our siblings experienced it), kena kurung dalam reban ayam malam-malam buta (I think I am the only person yang kena), kena tidur di luar rumah malam-malam (again only me)... well there are more but I just can't remember most of them or I do not want to remember?? huhuhu. But there is always this one person who always come to save us... my dear MUM... Well she was the one who opened the door in the middle of the night after my dad went to sleep and the one who save me from being strangle by a python in the middle of the night in the chicken coop (not that there was any but before I been sentenced for a night imprisonment in the chicken coop there a was a case where a python ate up our chickens and I can still remember the python that my dad managed to kill)... yes MAK...IBU...UMMI...MUM...MUMMY...AH MA... MOTHER...you always there for me... But being a kid (not matured enough) I always do things that will make my mum SAKIT HATI with me....but she is always there for me....

Erm okay back to the video... erm to all kanak-kanak out there don't be naughty and give your mum a big headache... or she will KENA kan you all just like the mother in the video.... Syukur Alhamdulillah during my naughty periods they don't have such thing like Bang Bang Boom...if not I will kena BANG BANG BOOM by my own mum hahhahahahha



p/s: Actually still nakal a.k.a naughty.. but with a juice of matureness hahahhaha Okay mak Peace!!!

I'm Alone....

Hello guys.. erm.. now it is 10.35 pm Saturday 12th July... and I'm alone here in House 38... The rest occupants of this house are currently in London, herm.. but no worry... I'm not alone huhuhuh I have my laptop here so what to do??? Just blog hheheheh...

Actually... I just come back from Portsmouth... visiting Madam Fazlinah and her family... Well I don't have any spark of idea to write anything about Portsmouth... But I'm sure that I'll be writing something about Portsmouth. Still a bit tired from the journey from Portsmouth to Plymouth... Took the train back here... it was a safe journey back in Plymouth.

Well.. the Student Village is awfully quiet this couple of days.. what do you expect??? It always seems to be this quiet.. but the fact that it is a summer holiday now making it much more quieter than before... Seems that I'm the only person here... some times the only sound that I can hear is the sound of me breathing.

I really need to do something about this.. wouldn't want to be stuck in here for a long period of time.. well tomorrow if the weather permits... I would like to go to the car boot sale... I have to find a blender for the house as I had broke the one that we have before... It is kind of hard for us because without a good blender we cannot cook very well..herm..actually I think I'm the only one who were thinking about it huhuhuhu... Yelahkan..dah rosakkan kenalah bertanggungjawab... herm I think...I have already broken a few things in this house.. the blender...a plate...and the current one.. Ariff's digital camera huhuhhh herm??? Am I a bit clumsy or what???... Well better for me to be careful after this.. Don't want to break anything... If not I have to pay for it..or even use my money to find a replacement for it uhuh

Jumping on the Bandwagon

Assalamualaikum... well..well..well.. What do you know??? At last I have my own blog.... Thanks to all my friends who started blogging first.. now I have my own blog. For the last few years I have been reading other people's blog but not tempted to start my own. Maybe because I'm a person who dislike writing and sharing my personal feeling, emotion etc. ...

Herm.. now you might question me.. What make you change your mind?? Yeah Suhaimi... What did changed your mind??? Well after been browsing other people's blog for a period of time (I'm sure that it is a LONG period of time) I realized that BLOGGING is not only for you to share your feeling and emotion... hhuuh it is beyond that (wah..wah.. macam lebih-lebih pula).

Not only that I think that with blog writing I can actually occupied my sooooo FREEEEEE time over here... Gosh.. how boring is life over here when there is nothing to do!!!! beside that I think by blogging I can share my ehem .... recipe with all of you out there.. Yes... been cooking a lot of food over here in Marjon... As an oversea student I have to cook by myself in order to survive... I have tried a lot of recipes from books, internet (including other people blogs and the famous Mesra.net)... Huhuhu.. hope that others can benefit from my finding in the realm of cooking hehheheh