Sorry..

Sorry guys.. Been too long since I updated any entry.. Jadi cikgu sibuk ok.. But I'm trying to blog when I have the time! 

By the way here is my latest picture.. Taken after teaching arts with the year 2 kids (8 years old)! See you around!

Post-Teacher's Day Celebration: The Perks of Being a Teacher...

Assalamualaikum and dear blog,

Last Thursday (16th May 2013) was Teacher's Day in Malaysia...the whole nation celebrate us teacher... the same as my school.. alhamdulillah we managed to organise a humble celebration.. started at 8.15 with the usual things.. Perutusan KPM, Perutusan Pengarah Pelajaran Negeri...ucapan guru besar..nyanyian lagu Guru Malaysia yada..yada..yada... I think most of you know how things rolls during the Teacher's Day celebration at school. Then we have the performances by students and teachers....basically it is the same every year.

But what I want to share with you is the calls and SMSes that I received from former students of mine back in Kelantan.. Alhamdulillah they still remember me.. One of them called me from the public phone at her hostel (she managed to get a place in a good secondary school in Kuala Lipis)... she thanks me for everything and told that because of me she managed to score A in English and loving the subject even more... Alhamdulillah I have touched a soul during my short two years in Gua Musang, Kelantan.

Another one give an SMS stating that I am still her favourite teacher hehehhe "kembang hidung" a bit lah.. But what ever it is these calls and SMSes reconcile my faith and interest in this teaching profession.. as I have stated in the previous post.. I am facing (and still) problems with the current students... I will work my ass out for them for sure...being a garang teacher or what it is for their own good..(it seems that being goody-goody teacher is not working and I have to be stern with them.. I am sorry kids..)

What ever it is I will work hard.. thanks Allah.. thanks everyone..

p/s: My status as  the least favourite teacher is confirmed with only 2 teacher's day present received from the kids.. hahahah It hurts a bit inside meh.. :(

Letting It Out

Assalamualaikum and dear blog...

I have come to my third year of teaching English.. and what I can conclude is that TEACHING ENGLISH to youngsters is HARD... that's all.. :(

Ya Allah I have tried all the things that I know to try to push the kids harder.. it just they seems reluctant to be mold...(guys this is not only me having such problem..all the teachers are at their ends in trying to solve the kids' laziness and how they are reluctant to learn.. and only a few parents are really working together with the school to help us help their kids.. Ya Allah help me to help the kids..

I am currently hitting rock bottom... every time I come back home, my mind can't stop thinking of the kids and how to overcome my current predicament... Well I have to say that this is the HARDEST group of children that I was given the opportunity to work with..mind you I have been given kids in the last classes before but they turn up well.. they try to do my work..they try to please me in the class by doing the work properly... current one? not close to the previous kids and I am still in search of the cure...

p/s: Sometimes I wish that the administration will give me lower primary classes to teach... because teaching exam classes do drain my brain out... with the smaller kids... it always fun..fun and fun.. I know lah people I had a fair share in teaching the smaller kids.. and I do find that I find satisfaction in teaching them the most compare to my current situation...haisk.. please lah don't say just because I am a guy I can't teacher the smaller kids...

p.s.s: sorry if you think that my rambling is just ungrateful ke ape.. I LOVE TEACHING but I am just having some difficulties, need to channel it out  and trying to calm myself.. sorry..sorry sorry..

Housekeeping!

Assalamualaikum,

Dear readers (if I still have any hehehehe),

It has been long since I neglected this blog... my last entry is when I got to know my posting back in 2011... wowwwww! More than two years I have abandoned this dusty and cobweb infested blog... Sorry blog.. being posted in  that rural area where internet connection is rather slow would dampened one's interest in blogging...

But hey! I am now in a place where the internet connection is stable.. now I can come up with my blog again insyaAllah... :) ok just a starter after 2 years ++ hiatus

Just wait for my next entry :D

p/s: been feeling that I need a place to pour out my feeling lately... hence the post hahahha

TAHNIAH KE SANGAT?

People been congratulating me....

Thanks but that is not really what I want....

You just don't know how it feel right now....

Happy Malaysia Day

:: Picture taken here ::

Wishing all Malaysians Happy MALAYSIA DAY :)

Eid Mubarak

Assalamualaikum,

Just wanna wish all my muslim brothers and sisters out there...

.::. Happy Eidul Fitri 1430 H/2010 .::.

:: Picture taken from here ::

May we celebrate this Syawal with utmost grateful to Allah the all mighty who blessed and bestowed us this auspicious month after we have enrolled ourself into Madrasah Ramadhan~~

And may all of our prayer and deeds in Ramadhan will be accepted by Allah~~ I personally want to seek forgiveness for all of my wrong doings since we meet and know each others~~ again may we celebrate this Syawal with joy and barakah InsyaAllah~

Enjoy raya gila-gila OK.. Kawan-kawan semua maaf banyak ok.. Kosong-kosong~~

I'm HOME :D

:: Picture taken here ::

I am HOME.. and I LOVE it here~~
I just can't explain how am I feeling right now...
Alhamdulillah I was given such opportunity to be with the family again this two weeks~~
Will cherish all the time that I will be spending with them~~InsyaAllah :D

Baby Oh Baby~~

:: This is not her tummy ::

Salam Readers,

Just wanna share a good news for my family... My eldest sister who just got married this year... is now being blessed by Allah... She is now 2 months pregnant~~ Yippeeee!!! Good news to the Abd Wahid Clan~~

I myself are very happy upon hearing this news from her... and you know how did I get to know it from?? No other than through Facebook... Go Social Networking~~ hahaha very useful indeed lah kan?...

So... Mrs Suhana Abd Wahid... wishing you all the best super mum~~ Take care of the baby and yourself too... InsyaAllah...this pregnancy will be the greatest joy of your life with Abang Nizam~~

p/s: I'm hoping for a nephew this time around...

Malaysia 53rd Independence Day

Assalamualaikum readers,

Just a quick entry... wanna wish Malaysia....

Happy 53rd Birthday....

::Picture taken from here ::

Peliharalah kemerdekaan ini ya Allah, supaya hati kami,

jiwa kami dan minda kami sentiasa berada dalam keimanan yang teguh dan dapat memakmurkan negara dan bangsa... :)

Ahlan Wa Sahlan Ya Ramadhan

Assalamualaikum and Salam Ramadhan~~

It has been long since I posted anything in this dusty blog. Not that I am neglecting, it just that I can't find suitable time and topic to post. Ok first of all I want to wish all muslim Happy Fasting and Ramadhan Kareem~~ May we all achieved all the barakhah that Allah has promised to us in this holy month. Secondly I want to share with all of you this interesting article on how to eat healthily in this fasting month... Sooo have a read my dear reader...

Ok that's all for now.. Till I have something to write and share with all of you~~

Wassalam~~

EAT RIGHT: Eat healthy this Ramadan by Farah Dhiba Khan (NST Online)

THIS article provides useful advice on how to avoid some common problems encountered in Ramadan. If followed, it would enable you to fast comfortably and enjoy fully the spiritual benefits of Ramadan.

During Ramadan, our diet should not differ very much from our normal diet and should be as simple as possible. It should be such that we would maintain our normal weight, neither losing nor gaining. However, if one is overweight, Ramadan is a good time to shed some weight. With eating only two meals a day, you will probably lose some weight any way. In view of the long hours of fasting, we should take slow digesting foods including fibre containing-foods rather than fast-digesting foods. Slow digesting foods last up to eight hours, while fast-digesting foods last only three to four hours. Slow-digesting foods contain grains and seeds like barley, wheat, oats, semolina, beans, lentils, wholemeal flour and unpolished rice (called complex carbohydrates). Fast-burning foods are foods that contain sugar, white flour etc. (called refined carbohydrates). Fibre-containing foods are bran-containing foods such as whole wheat, grains and seeds, vegetables like green beans, peas, spinach, fruit with skin, dried fruit especially dried apricots, figs and prunes, almonds, etc. We should eat a well-balanced diet with food from each food group, such as fruit, vegetables, meat, fish, bread, cereals and dairy products. Fried foods are unhealthy and should be limited as they cause indigestion, heartburn and weight problems. AVOID l Fried and fatty foods. l Foods containing too much sugar. l Over-eating, especially at sahur (meal before dawn).

l Too much caffeinated drinks at sahur. Tea and coffee make you pass more urine, taking with it valuable mineral salts that your body will need during the day.

l Cigarettes. If you cannot give up smoking, cut down gradually, starting a few weeks before Ramadan.

EAT l Complex carbohydrates at sahur so that the food lasts longer, making you less hungry. l Dates are excellent source of sugar, fibre, carbohydrates, potassium and magnesium. l Almonds are rich in protein and fibre with less fat.

l Bananas are a good source of potassium, magnesium and carbohydrates.

DRINK As much water or pure fruit juices as possible between buka puasa (start of fasting) and bedtime so that your body can adjust fluid levels in time. Aim to drink at least 1.2 -1.5 litres of fluid. During this period, changes need to be made with regard to the diet. The following may serve as a general guide: Suggested schedule 7.28pm (or appropriate time): Break fast (buka puasa) with a light meal, for example, savoury congee and some fruit and dates with a sugar-free drink. This is like a snack.

Follow with maghrib prayers (fourth of five formal daily prayers for practising Muslims).

8pm: Have a breakfast-type meal. Practical examples of good breakfasts are an omelette, a bowl of high fibre cereals and some fresh fruit, baked beans and a little avocado on whole grain toast with a glass of skimmed milk and a handful of raisins or a big bowl of oat porridge with grated apple and a yoghurt. 8.40pm: Isyak /Terawih Prayers (the last of the daily prayers for Muslims).

10pm: Have a lunch-like meal — rice with lean meat, fish and vegetables and followed by a fruit or a low calorie dessert or a pasta dish with salads or just plain old good hot noodles soup. 11.30pm: Sleep 4.45am or 5am: This is the most important meal to start the day. Have a dinner-type meal. The biggest problem is being able to face such foods so early in the morning. But do try your best as the more you eat, the less likely you are to flake out completely in the middle of the day.

Read more: EAT RIGHT: Eat healthy this Ramadan http://www.nst.com.my/nst/articles/EATRIGHT_EathealthythisRamadan/Article/#ixzz0wdXFkMDk

:: Selamat Hari Bapa ::

:: An old picture of me and my late dad owh betapa rindunya aku pada Arwah ::

Assalamualikum warrahmatullahi wabarakatuh,

Kehadapan ayahanda tercinta... Allahyarham Abdul Wahid Bin Tarkin... Terima kasih kerana membesarkan kami anak-anak ayah sehingga menjadi apa yang kami kecapi hingga kini...

Emi rasa amat-amat rindu pada ayah... Nak kena marah... Nak kena tegur... Nak ajar macam mana bawak motor... Nak ajar macam mana masak Mee Hoon Sup power ayah tu...

Sebenarnya banyak sangat benda yang Emi rasa Emi dan adik-beradik lain terlepas bila ayah dah pergi... Ayah tak pernah dapat tengok anak-anak ayah berjaya mendapat segulung ijazah... Tengok Along dan Ayie kahwin... Paling terkilan Emi tak dapat nak bahagiakan ayah... Bagi ayah rasa duit gaji pertama Emi... Ayah dulu sanggup bersusah payah kerja untuk kami..tapi kami tak sempat nak membalasnya...

Ketika orang lain menyambut Hari Bapa disamping bapa-bapa mereka... dengan hadiah... kek.. . makan-makan... berjalan-jalan.. apa yang Emi mampu hanyalah menziarahi pusara ayah dan mendoakan kesejahteraan Ayah sahaja...

Walaupun kita dah tak lagi bersama... tapi dalam hati dan memori Emi sentiasa ada ayah...

Al-Fathihah untuk arwah ayah yang tercinta~~~

Daripada anak Ayah yang sentiasa khilaf...

EMI


p/s: Selamat Hari Bapa kepada bapa-bapa di seluruh Malaysia..

Martabatkan Bahasa Melayu Dahulu

Oleh ASLIZA MUSA

pengarang@utusan.com.my

KUALA LUMPUR 15 Jun - Semua kaum di negara ini perlu memartabatkan penggunaan bahasa Melayu di samping memperkasakan bahasa Inggeris sebelum mempelajari bahasa ibunda lain seperti Tamil dan Mandarin.

Ketua II Gabungan Persatuan Penulis Nasional (Gapena), Profesor Datuk Dr. Abdul Latiff Abu Bakar berkata, sekiranya kerajaan mahu mewajibkan pengajaran bahasa-bahasa ibunda tersebut, ia perlu dilakukan secara berperingkat-peringkat bermula di sekolah rendah.

"Kita tidak boleh paksa murid-murid belajar bahasa-bahasa tersebut kerana ia agak menyukarkan," katanya ketika dihubungi di sini hari ini.

Kelmarin, Timbalan Perdana Menteri, Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin mengumumkan kerajaan akan mewajibkan penyediaan guru-guru Bahasa Mandarin dan Tamil di semua sekolah kebangsaan supaya pengajaran dan pembelajaran kedua-dua bahasa itu dapat dilaksanakan sepenuhnya di negara ini.

Menurut Abdul Latiff, langkah kerajaan itu sebenarnya merupakan strategi untuk menarik kaum lain menghantar anak mereka bersekolah di sekolah kebangsaan.

Namun, jelasnya, untuk mewajibkan pengajaran kedua-dua bahasa tersebut kepada pelajar, ia sedikit menyukarkan kerana secara tidak langsung akan membebankan mereka apabila terpaksa belajar banyak bahasa dalam satu masa.

Katanya, cadangan itu akan lebih berkesan sekiranya kedua-dua bahasa tersebut diwajibkan kepada murid-murid India dan Cina di sekolah kebangsaan manakala pelajar Melayu diberi pilihan belajar Bahasa Arab.

Selain itu, katanya, sekiranya cadangan itu diteruskan, ia perlu melibatkan murid di sekolah rendah terlebih dahulu manakala pilihan pula diberi kepada pelajar sekolah menengah.

Presiden Kesatuan Perkhidmatan Perguruan Kebangsaan (NUTP), Hashim Adnan pula berpendapat, cadangan itu perlu dilakukan secara berperingkat-peringkat dengan menyediakan prasarana yang mencukupi terlebih dahulu.

Katanya, sekiranya cadangan itu mahu dilaksanakan dalam waktu terdekat, ia memerlukan satu tempoh percubaan untuk menilai kesan dan kelemahan pelaksanaannya.

"Cadangan ini tidak boleh dilakukan secara sambil lewa kerana ia melibatkan bahasa.

"Kementerian perlu berunding dengan pihak-pihak yang terlibat terlebih dahulu untuk mengenal pasti kekurangan dan kelemahannya," katanya.

Presiden Persatuan Kebangsaan Pelajar Islam Malaysia (PKPIM), Muhammad Faisal Abdul Aziz pula berkata, cadangan itu terlalu awal untuk dilaksanakan kerana penguasaan bahasa Melayu di kalangan pelajar masih berada di peringkat tidak memuaskan.

Presiden Majlis Pemuafakatan Persatuan Ibu Bapa dan Guru Nasional (PIBGN), Profesor Madya Datuk Dr. Mohamad Ali Hassan pula berpendapat, langkah itu tidak akan membelakangkan bahasa Melayu sebagai bahasa kebangsaan.

"Langkah ini membolehkan setiap kaum mempelajari bahasa ibunda masing-masing dan ia tidak akan mengganggu proses untuk memartabatkan bahasa Melayu dan memperkukuhkan bahasa Inggeris di kalangan masyarakat," katanya.

Diambil dari: Utusan Malaysia Online 16 June 2010, http://www.utusan.com.my/utusan/info.asp?y=2010&dt=0616&pub=Utusan_Malaysia&sec=Muka_Hadapan&pg=mh_02.htm

Pendapat aku: Ya.. aku amat bersetuju dengan pendapat bahawa kita perlu memertabatkan Bahasa Melayu dulu. Walaupun pembelajaran Bahasa Mandirin dan Tamil adalah tidak wajib (Menurut TPM dan Menteri Pelajaran) tapi tak perlulah kita nak sangat anak-anak kita belajar bahasa lain dahulu. Ramai budak-budak zaman sekarang BM mereka haishkkk hancur (BM aku pun dah agak teruk.. tatabahasa dan kosa kata aku pun dah tak sebaik masa zaman sekolah dulu). Aku percaya hilang bahasa hilanglah bangsa... tak salah nak belajar bahasa-bahasa lain tapi bahasa sendiri kena juga kita kuasai dahulu. Bagi orang-roang lain (yang bukan Melayu) mereka juga perlu kuasai BM sebabnya mudah.. mereka duduk di negara Malaysia yang menggunakan BM sbagai bahasa kebangsaan dan bahasa pengantar harian... Hisk kalau berbincang perihal pendidikan dan bahasa ini sampai sudah takkan habis kerana ia melibatkan politik dan sentimen perkauman sedikit.... penat bila kita pikirkan ia..

/ˈfʊtˌbɔl/ /wɜrld/ /kʌp/ 2010

World Cup Fever is on man!!! Yup!!! hahahah I am not a big fan of football but then it seems not right if I am not a part of this glorious moment =) My favourite team of course going to be England. reasons?? 1st I went there for two years for my study. 2nd Wayne Rooney and the other lots who it seems to me are good players and England is also considered as a good team~~ Most of the time they did not managed to perform due to luck and unforeseen circumstances.

Ahahha seriously guys I just don't know how to justify why I choose England. Reading back the reasons above just shows how amateur I am in talking about football right? But who cares??? Ok what ever it is I just hope England will do a great job in this year World Cup. Only once did they ever won the cup and I know how much they want it this year hehehhe

Btw I would like to share this with you taken from this website beritasemasa.com. Most of the "ragam" and "gelagat" (I would say football fever syndromes) listed are not new to me.. hehe Although I know I never caught one because I never jeopardize my sleep over a football match ahhaha but tonight I will try to wake up to watch England first game against USA...

Antara ragam dan gelagat yang biasa berlaku bila tibanya kejohanan Piala Dunia antaranya ialah :

Golongan doktor akan menjadi “talian hayat” yang paling popular dikalangan peminat tegar bola sepak Piala Dunia 2010 untuk minta cuti sakit. Bukan seperti Piala Dunia 2002, jadual perlawanan Piala Dunia 2010 untuk waktu Malaysia menunjukkan banyak juga perlawanan yang berlangsung awal pagi

Waktu inilah Mapley/Mamak akan senyum meleret sambil bersandar di kerusi malas melihatkan ramai peminat bola sepak Piala Dunia 2010 nanti berkunjung ke kedainya

Perang layar bagi menarik perhatian pengunjung akan semakin menjadi-jadi di kedai-kedai makan dan warung

Jangan marahlah, anda akan mengalami gangguan tidur pada waktu malam. Lebih-lebih lagi malam itu pula berlakunya pesta gol.

Budak asrama sedaya upaya akan “seludup” masuk ke dewan selera atau dewan makan pada awal pagi atau prep malam untuk tidak melepaskan peluang menonton Piala Dunia 2010

Yang ini pihak berkuasa tolong tengok-tengokkan. Semestinya ramai yang akan bertaruh!!! Tetapi ada juga bertaruh yang “dihalalkan”, asalkan dapat lesen. Ehem…..

Kebanyakan peminat tegar perlawanan Piala Dunia 2010 akan nampak mata sembab, badan lemah, dalam meeting memanjang “setuju” sahaja, suka lepak di surau di siang hari untuk “menyimpan tenaga”. Tetapi…………tapi bila tiba malam hari mereka-mereka inilah “juara” dan “jaguh” semasa menonton siaran langsung perlawanan Piala Dunia 2010.

Ha…..masa inilah kebanyakan peminat tegar akan menjadi individu yang cukup berdisiplin. Pukul 10 malam, pukul 7.30 malam dan pukul 2.30 pagi, tak payah disuruh, mereka-mereka ini sudah tahu “tugas-tugas” masing-masing untuk menyokong pasukan yang diminati.

p/s: lama bebenar lah x merepek dalam blog nie :D will try to whip up some saucy updates hahaha

p/s: England seri ah plak... sengal le Green :(

Tribute to Me Mom~~

"Wahai Pemeliharaku, kasihanilah ibu bapaku sebagaimana mereka memelihara aku semasa aku kecil." (Al-Israa' : 24)


Terima Kasih yang tak terhingga untuk segala pengorbanan mak selama ini...
Mendidik, membesarkan kami, menjadikan kami semua manusia...
Kami sayaaaaaaaannngggg MAK!! =)

"Selamat Hari Ibu"

Don't Call Me During The Holiday~~

Picture taken from here

Alhamdulillah... All praise to Allah~~ After a few days of excruciating and restless days and nights.. Doing reversion, analysing the topics that we have learnt, trying to answer the so called predicted questions and staying up reading and memorizing notes~~ We Cohort 4 B.Ed TESL IPG-KBA Twinning Programme with AUS/NZ/UK have already finished with our final examination for the Degree that we sought after!!!! (panjang nyerrr LOL) Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! Yeaaaaahhhh!!!

For me the two exam papers were really though to handle~~ Of course lahhh I'm a person who can't really do well in exam~~ although all the preparation needed are already been done ... Very early mind you about that~~ huhuh Oklah~~ what I hope is that all will be okay and no one will be calling me during my holiday for referral~~ huhu AMIIIINNNN~~

p/s: BTW this doesn't mean that I am done for the year.. still have practical in June till October~~

Cantik Susah Tak Cantik pun Susah

Wanita Cantik Bawa Penyakit

LONDON: Menemui wanita cantik adalah tidak baik untuk kesihatan anda.
Menurut kajian saintis Universiti Valencia, dengan hanya lima minit bersama dengan seorang wanita jelita boleh meningkatkan paras kortisol, hormon stres tubuh.

Kesan itu meningkat di kalangan lelaki yang percaya wanita berkenaan bukan setaraf mereka.

Kortisol dihasilkan oleh tubuh di bawah tekanan fizikal dan psikologi dan dikaitkan dengan penyakit jantung.

Penyelidik menguji 84 pelajar lelaki dengan meminta setiap seorang daripada mereka duduk dalam bilik dan menyelesaikan teka-teki Sudoku.

Dua orang asing, seorang lelaki dan seorang wanita juga berada di bilik yang sama.

Apabila wanita berkenaan meninggalkan bilik dan responden hanya tinggal bersama lelaki asing itu, tahap tekanannya tidak meningkat.

Bagaimanapun, apabila responden hanya berdua dengan wanita asing itu, tahap kortisol mereka meningkat.

Penyelidik merumuskan: “Dalam kajian ini, kami menganggap, bagi kebanyakan lelaki, kehadiran wanita jelita mungkin mencetuskan persepsi bahawa terdapat peluang untuk berkenalan.

“Walaupun sebahagian lelaki mungkin mengelak menemui wanita jelita kerana beranggapan mereka tidak setaraf, majoriti akan berasa bimbang serentak dengan tindak balas hormon.

“Kajian ini menunjukkan paras kortisol lelaki meningkat selepas pendedahan sosial lima minit dengan wanita muda dan jelita.

Kortisol boleh memberi kesan positif jika dosnya kecil. “Tetapi jika parasnya meningkat begitu tinggi, ia boleh memburukkan kesihatan seperti menyebabkan sakit jantung, kencing manis, darah tinggi dan mati pucuk. - Agensi

Diambil daripada: Harian Metro Online (2010) http://www.hmetro.com.my/myMetro/articles/Wanitajelitabawapenyakit/Article

p/s: heheh bila baca artikel nie aku naik gelak ah plak~~ hehhe sebab aku setiap hari dikelilingi oleh gadis-gadis yang cantik-cantik sejak kecil.. tapi ok jek ahhahaha LOL

Menanam Tebu Di Bibir

Dan janganlah kamu menghampiri harta anak yatim melainkan dengan cara yang baik (untuk mengawal dan mengembangkannya), sehingga ia baligh (dewasa, serta layak mengurus hartanya dengan sendiri); dan sempurnakanlah perjanjian (dengan Allah dan dengan manusia), sesungguhnya perjanjian itu akan ditanya.


Surah al-Isra', Ayat 34.

p/s: Bila nak berjanji fikir dua tiga kali... Kalau boleh buat... metrai lah janji itu.. tapi kalau tak boleh janganlah nak ngada-ngada pula... Hisk aku memang benci orang yang tak tunaikan janji dia.. sebab aku nie jenis yang suka mengingati apa yang orang cakap kat aku.. Aku dah lah cepat moody and baran.... kalau benda tak jadi seperti apa yang aku nak... kau orang pula buat bodoh jek.. ambil sambil lewa memanjang aku shoooooot kepala ko karang!!!!!!!! huhuh ok zippppp offf I'm hating this.... nak baca lagi pasal janji dalam Islam baca ni CLICK HERE

Ya Allah~~~ Jadikan aku orang-orang yang sentiasa berusaha menepati janji-janji ku~~

Kerana Tugasan Terakhir dan Peperiksaan

:: Me Last Assignment for My Degree ::

My academic spectrum is nearing to its END!!!!!

Ini untuk degree @ Ijazah pertama aku lah... Herm.. semalam aku sudah hantar tugasan terakhir aku - "ES421 Linking Theory and Practice in the Language Classroom"... Belajar cara-cara nak mengajar dalam kelas Bahasa Inggeris...subjek yang menarik tapi tugasan-tugasan dia hiskkk penat lah nak siapkan.... Bila aku dah satukan semua bahan-bahan seperti refleksi aku... lampiran.. dan contoh-contoh bahan mengajar.. Aku tenung tugasan aku tu kat atas lantai... aku rasa sedih pula...

Yelah kan dah siap dah tugasan terakhir.. mesti rasa macam pelik.. Lepas ini tak tahu lah bila lagi dapat melalui proses meminjam dan berebut buku-buku di perpustakaan, baca buku yang bertimbun, buat draft (heheh nia paling jarang aku buat), tanya-tanya kawan macam mana nak menjawab, bersengkang mata manyiapkan tugas sampai lewat malam... hahahahaha Cara hidup seorang pelajar di institusi pengajian tinggi.. :D Kalau sambung belajar untuk Ijazah kedua @ master pun rasanya dah tak macam ini lagi dah.. semua buat sendiri-sendiri lepas nie.. mesti rasa sedih semacam...

Tapi, dalam tenung-tenung aku punya tugasan itu aku rasa puas... Tugasan terakhir ini aku buat yang terbaik (bagi aku lah) aku baca banyak kali aku edit.. aku tambah itu..tolak ini hahaha Harap-harap markah yang aku dapat nanti ok lah... Tak mengharap sangat pun sebab aku bukan pelajar cemerlang sangat pun.. biasa-biasa sahaja~~

Lepas ini hanya tinggal peperiksaan sahaja.. dua subjek... tapi dua-dua subjek yang membunuh dan aku tak tahu macam mana nak jawab sebenarnya... entah laaaaaaaaaahhhh ahai... Doakan aku dapat jawab dengan baik ye... dan lulus dengan markah yang agak okay.. takut sangat sebenarnya.. sebab aku tengah baca-baca untuk peperiksaan tue.. tapi aku kurang paham apa yang aku baca.. tua lah masa kuliah aku tak ambil pusing sangat apa yang pensyarah cakap!!! huhuhu salah sendiri lah ni... Ya Allah semoga aku dapat kepintaran seperti para nabi dan rasul.. permudahkan urusan aku ya Allah~~

Ok lah kepada kawan-kawan Cohort 4, B.Ed TESL IPG KBA... Buat yang terbaik utuk peperiksaan nanti dan kepada kawan-kawan yang membaca entri kali ini (ada orang ke yang follow aku punya blog? heheh).. Doakan lah saya dapat menjawab peperiksaan dengan baik... takut..takut..takut...

Allahumma Yassir Wa La Tu’Assir Ya Kareem..
Ya Allah, permudahkanlah dan janganlah Engkau menyukarkan,
wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Mulia..

p/s: Sambung study!! Yeahhhhaaaa (-_-)V
p/s: Mungkin aku sedih sebab lepas ini dah tak bersama rakan-rakan karib agaknya... Nanti aku busy dengan praktikum... Diaorang busy dengan belajar dan kelas semua... On top of that, aku rasa macam nak duduk luar lah sem... entah lah.. aku malas duduk dalam IPBA ni~~

Bila Perbuatan Maksiat Dibangga-Banggakan

Hati ini pilu..sedih..pedih..
Mendengar kata-kata bangga seseorang yang berjaya melakukan maksiat..
Umpama Allah tidak melihat...
Umpama sudah tiada rasa segan...


Aku yang mendengarnya amat malu sekali...
Kerana aku melihat mereka itu adalah insan-insan yang rapat...
Kalau ditegur.... Apa kata mereka?
Engkau siapa mahu menegur aku?
Kadang kala disambut pula dengan jawapan-jawapan jenaka...
Yang bagiku mempersendakan hak Illahi...


Aku sendiri amatlah tidak sempurna...
Kerana aku seperti kamu juga...
Khilaf sekali sekala...
Tapi bagiku...
Untuk jauh menghanyutkan diri dari batasan syariat...
Aku sendiri tidak mampu...
Apakan lagi kalau mahu berbangga-bangga tentangnya....


Ya Allah...
Apa yang aku mampu pohon adalah keberkatan dan kekuatan...
Untuk diri ini tetap menegakkan yang ma'ruf...
Menangkis yang mungkar...

Barangsiapa di antara kamu melihat kemungkaran, maka hendaklah ia mengubahnya dengan tangannya, jika ia tidak mampu cegahlah dengan lisannya, dan apabila tidak mampu maka dengan hatinya. Yang demikian itu adalah selemah-lemah iman.
(Hadits riwayat Imam Muslim).

p/s: Aku tidak mahu selama-lamanya memiliki iman yang lemah... Ya Allah~~